kegilaan

aarrggghhh!!! life is so fucked up now. i dont get out of my house for a day and i start losing my sanity. crazy! friendster is going berserk as usual...im reading people's profiles and their testimonials dont show up but i swear i saw a whole bunch of em last time. i have 30 testimonials but its supposed to be 32. wadeva~ america sedang bervoting now. but i dont really give a damn cos im not too fond of americans. would love to visit new york one day though. just dont wanna be crushed by any buildings (choy!). im trying to rebuild myself. for what, i dont know. i used to worry bout so many things and neglect my own self. now im trying to do whats best for me but its not really working out. im turning out to be a self-centered pighead. shit~ new fact bout me...grace said that "georgina has a very cute voice..makes her sound very young..altho she looks very mature" wakakakaka..thats funny, coming from grace. thats from a testi she wrote for me by the way. i also discovered that guys are fascinating, irritating but entertaining people to chat with. either that or its just been a loooong time since i had a chat with a guy. lolz...i wanna go out with my frens but they all seem to be happy doing their own 'thang'. the movie thing last monday wasnt exactly "da bomb" but it was kinda cool. nothing beats my own frens!! miss going out with rowie or emily or geraldine ... these people lar..the siaw wacky people that keeps me sane, grounded but always high. hehe...been asked to go out on wednesday..but i may not go cos i have a feeling its gonna be a scary movie. shark tale please!! scary movies get me paranoid and im already very paranoid as is. wahaha...i have this sudden urge to study. oh no!! its the hols man!! anyway, i put a tattoo on me ankle..fake lar..im to chicken to actually get a real one. *sigh* thats the all i can ramble out for now. hope u understand my crap...forgive the bad quality of this "literature". im out of practice. hehehe *blueks*