i was not born as anne. i found anne and created her. anne is the side of me that most people don't know. but if you are reading this now, you are not most people.

Sunday, February 27, 2005

the complete studies of complaints

i had a really crappy day today. nevermind that i was stuck with st jo band most of the time (you will never understand how depressing it is for me - torture!), and i only had my little sis for company (she had a stomachache! no one's ever fun with a stomachache), and there were only so many cars to gawk at (the cars were cool, Rolls Royce and stuff, but it's not like you can do more than look and touch), and i had to walk my lil sis all the way to sarawak plaza from the padang for her fren's bday party at hartz (i could have actually enjoyed this if it wasnt for those "bujang senangs" - ugh!), and i had to ask her fren's mum to send me back to st jo (where i had to hunt for my mum), and i had to wake up eearly this morning to go for first mass (6 am is early for someone who had about 5-6 hours of sleep - what a sight i must have been in church. panda eyes and the set)

oh no no no. thats not that bad. my mum had it worse i tell u. so im (once more) put in a position where i have no right and no cause to complain simply because "you think that's bad? dont be so selfish and complain! try to understand my situation!! i had to..." *fill in the blank*

so if u ever wonder why i seldom complain bout my family or my parents, remember that golden line. there's no hard feelings or anything. i DO understand the situation. and then i WONT complain because i noe im just being SELFISH. but honestly la, it just sucks not being able to complain and sulk about it like my frens do.

if you dont get me, then try this.

you complain. you get the golden line. and then you complain again. but you suddenly realise that the only thing you can complain about is yourself. now, why would you do such a thing, right?

understand? understood.

so oh well. whats done is done. my highlights for the day were these two guys sitting behind me at church. reminded me of my bro. he always makes me feel better. (on his good days of course) my other highlight was going into merdeka palace. it's a heavenly oasis from the deathly padang. even waiting for my sis in the toilets of MP made me feel better. (i bet you're thinking : toilets? hello? georgina, are you ok? i say : bah! four words. aircon, clean, soft music)

hold on. my mum just called up. we gave away the free tickets we got to watch the lodge skool play. whatever. i dont want go. sorry uncle lee!

btw, if you were wondering, in the first paragraph, i wasnt complaining. see the word nevermind up there? just because you cant complain doesnt mean you cant say what could have made the day a crappy one.

im getting confused by my words. lolz.

Saturday, February 26, 2005

nametag. pin. oi! your socks ar! sien~

one week has passed. i had fun~ i got some more presents. a bookmark, notebook, wristband, and erm..fingerbands? haha.

there was the netball competition this week. two out of three days in st jo. haih. thats what happen if u ask st teresa to organise such events. dah the field so super muddy. halfway thru the game someone screamed "kasut aku hilang bodoh!" she passed the ball to someone and ran back to pull her shoe out of the mud. eww. st3 got second place btw. woooot!

next week i'll be in unit sosial. hahahhaha. rondaan is okay la. you just take strolls here and there. and keep your eyes open of course. although i cant help feeling incredibily silly walking around like a mindless idiot and then stopping in the middle of the road to st peter's college because the national anthem is playing, well, what to do la. have to so tugas bah.

i want to give ppl demerits. hahahaha. how evil of me.

physics tution is kinda fun. confusing. but fun.

we did a presentation in class on "tradtional crafts". we're divided into groups and every group has to present one craft. we did the pua kumbu. instead of rattling out facts on pua kumbu, we made ours into an auction. after gchan ber penerangan bout the pua kumbu, i started the auction. it was sold for 4 billon ringgit. lolz! you shud see the class berebuting to "buy" it.

one more thing, if you happen to go pass the bilik guru, check out the band board. im so proud of it. hahahahha. we have a new song today also. "cant take my eyes off you" yay! hihihihi.

ciao.

Saturday, February 19, 2005

happy bday

guess what. it's the 19th of february. hehe. you know what day that is? my birthday. teehee.

i didnt go around telling everyone like i did last year. so tidak malu~

so i was kinda suprised when i got more bday wishes than i expected. heheh.

to date, my bday this year is the busiest. i was like rushing here, there and everywhere. so tired!!

this morning i wanted to go for band early, so i decided to wake up at 6.30 so i'd have time to get my stuff ready la. and i woke up, look at the clock and went downstairs. half an hour later, i noticed that the sun wasnt up yet. it was supposed to be 7 rite? but no...it was 6am. damn! woke up at the wrong time. whats more, my throat itched and i kept sneezing. felt miserable. so i decided to get a little nap. my dad who was awake at the time, agreed to wake me up at 10 to 7. nyenyak tidur, i opened one eye to look at the clock, and roughly made out that it was 7.10. oh, okay i thought. and then. OH NO. i rushed out and ran to freshen up. thank god my mum wasnt slow. reached band in time. hehe.

band practice was like usual la. only this time we were kinda busy trying to finish the band board. sigh. well, emily did most of the stapling the stuff up. gerald was supposed to do the band word but it didnt work out so i guess i'll try to do it tomoro. we were all frustrated. but hey, remember, we gotta work together, if someone doesnt do something, you do something
about it and figure out how to not complicate a complication. hahahah. rite.

neway, during band, i got a bday cake from gerald and gerald. a pressie from dee. and a doggie from seraphina. hihi. yesterday i got a keychain from janice :) thanks. i got lots of bday wishes too!! :)

then after band i had to get emily to help me carry the cake to the carpark and rachel to help me carry it to the bridge where my mum was waiting. my hands were full! adden my mum told me that mr.pan invited the st.jo band teachers including the japanese instructor, mr. nonami to li garden for lunch. i had no choice to come along. aiyo! still in band gear, had to go to such a nice restaurant. erm, i didnt quite like the food though. too rich. we had yee sang. first time i ate that. last time too. blek, not my type of dish. my fave was the duck skin. the master chef came out to cuarve the duck, he put the pieces of skin on a plate and we ate it with this erm, thin bread thingee and some sauce and timun. you roll it up and pop in in your mouth.interesting.

adden i had to drag my mum away cos i had to go for fizik tution. it was at 2.30. we left the restaurant at 2. so u can imagine, i just called home and told my sis to help me get my tuition stuff ready (my sis had to go for a bday party btw) and i rushed back, wash my face, brush my teeth, change and sped off. phew. nearly fell asleep in tuition. haha. seamonkey joanna was there!! hahaha. there was once where mr. khoo called me ranee. and joanna couldnt stop laughing. hmph. she kept going "seamonkey ranee!! seamonkey ranee!!"

thankfully i got some rest after tution albeit half an hour. my mum fetched me almost 45 minutes late. i just sat outside under the tree and staring at ppl in the cars that pass by and watching a dead tree and red ants. it was really sunny. i felt good.

after my beauty sleep, sigh, i went to imh for the big band first practice at 7. i felt sooo tired and almost didnt want to go but i knew i really really wanted to join this cos i loved it so i forced myself to get some energy. it was kinda good la. we played a latin song which sounds very nice and also smooth. yknow, that matchbox20-santana song. cool. it sounded odd but cool. me and priscilla were the only teresians and girls there. wendy couldnt come. we were soooo nervous. besides mr reggie, there was the other phillipine guy, alan (i think), adrian, one guy i forgot his name - trumpet player la, and the other sax player was a chinese guy who has great tone quality - i felt so malu, he only played for a year and i've played for what, 3 years and he pulak can play really well. bleh. i'll improve!!!

priscilla was so cute. when we were keeping the stands, she had trouble with one. adden that allen guy told us you hafta cabut it. and priss was like "oooh. today i learn something new. you can learn that there are diff types of stand in IMH". hahahaha.

adden, finally i can get rest. practice was over. i waited for my mum. when i called her up, she said she totally forgot about me. sniff. oh well. mr reggie, alan and adrian (and later marvin and joanna) were there waiting for me to go and i was kinda half talking and half listening to them. and yea, i got bday wishes from them too after i told them. hahahaha. tidak malu!!

and i end my blabber here. sorry its so long. =) cheers!!

Friday, February 11, 2005

pisces

mann...

i was bored to tears the whole afternoon. and i was thinking...and i'm still thinking...about some weird dreams i had the night before. that's for pleading parents to bring you out at 11pm eh? we walked along waterfront and watched the Ops Sikap, a guy who walked like a chicken, talking bout diff frens you have in life....stuff. it was nice, except when i got attacked by mossies. (nyamuk) aaah....itchy!

today i went for delayed ash wednesday mass. saw row this people and i joined them. heheh. talking with trace bout rhymes. teasing van bout skirts. making fun of row...bout...not so sure what la. hahah. fun~

later, we went to parkson after taking dinner at SCR. choosing curtains for my room. then, oh no, we went to the bookshop. i love bookshops. i just hate it when i dont want books. i want clothes! and shoes! and dammit i'm being pretty selfish. i'm not supposed to. it's lent! argh.

i saw some books that i like. farenheit something 11 , the michael moore one i think. it's real interesting. and the diaries of anne frank. it's this real life diary of this girl in a war. i would like to read that. real life man! i wanna noe how it was like back then.

and so, we had to go home. i was satisfied cos i finally got new curtains. and i bought new keropok supply. heheh. i went online but i almost got rid of the good mood i'm in cause...well...the people i wanted to chat with werent online. sobs. not that my frens online are bad la. i just needed someone else to talk to for a change. hmph. starting to sound pretty pathetic am i?

oh well, i'm off to watch simply irresistable. a movie on tv3. really cute. heheh. cheers!

Thursday, February 10, 2005

yaaawn. *burp*

bleargh. tired. sad. happy. BLOATED. dunnola...visiting takes a toll on my mental AND PHYSICAL state.

Friday, February 04, 2005

go teratai!

wahhh....sports day today.....tired like what!!!

yet i still want to blog. heh~

it's been really tiring since i woke up like 5 this mornin. adden i went to jubilee ground SUPER EARLY .... 6.15 i think. but *gasp* carol was there waaay before me. and she said that emily and someone else was oledi at skool. wahliu~

the worst part was the gate only opened at around 6.45.....GIRRA I TELL U!!! band members (minus percussion - they went to skool first) were supposed to be at padang before 7.00 i think. i was supposed to be there before 6.40 to jemput them. eheh. but look how early i came??!! anyway, i didnt really pay attention to those who came late....ooops..was i supposed to? i was kinda blur bout what to do you know?! grace only told me (and band) that i was supposed to be there at that time....so i was like....what??!! how come i only know now?? rite...go la go la.

hhmm...performance was kinda cacat. ppl say they cannot hear!! maann...there was one part in spartans where i thought i was playing by myself. sigh. how lah like that? how loud can we go? but then, no use blaming and complaining. better be improving eh?


emily thinking : kamek rilek lok Posted by Hello


get reaadddyyy....seettt....THROW!!!! Posted by Hello

adden after that, i went back with the percussionist to skool...kononnya jaga them larh. i also not very sure la what to do...i just carry the drums. hahah. talking with chrislynn is hilarious! yea, after that, we tumpang jacintha's car to padang again...she fetch carol and drop me and emily there. so we go to the RC punya station and watch them help sick people. (we were sick too..but row and trace kinda ignored us...and they call themselves RC)


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neway, after a few rounds of screamin TERATAI!! GO TERATAI!! WOOOOTT!! and watcthin batman, jac, trace, and row run to help those who faint after crossing the finish line, it was lunch break adden a lot of ppl were going home or going for lunch. i was supposed to follow trace, row, becky and janice to crown. *gasp* (not that far la)


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but before that, we had to wait...almost didnt go u noe?!! there wasnt anyone to look after the first aid room. so they had to wait for the pak cik to *habis makan* which was almost forever. we managed to find someone la..adden we walk to crown to makan. nice ar. hahahah

we saw raraezra. hahah. adden they were looking for something for nai lin. and we saw a whole lot of pigs..and super nice bodyglove stuff...heheheh. fun la. trace girra girra again...keep on calling me bawak punggu. pundek u!!!!

hahah. we walked back to padang. my dad fetched me at 2 something. ( when i called him up at crown, he was still at serian!! omg) so im at home now.....

AND I'M FREAKING BURNT MAN!!